big progress in 6 weeks

My progress for the squat in the last month and my bodyweight:

sunday 29-08-10:600 lbs at 180 lbs bodyweight

           05-09-10:645 lbs @ 185 lbs

           12-09-10:685 lbs @ 190 lbs

           19-09-10:725 lbs @ 194 lbs

           26-09-10:755 lbs @ 195 lbs

           03-10-10:775lbs(high) @ 198 lbs

           10-10-10:800lbs(high) @ 200 lbs

   

I think that a quater of these gains are due to my training,another quater because now i'm very thight in my suit and the remaining half because of all the mental work against the fear:6 weeks ago I was really scared to lift anything over 500 lbs,I was asking special attention to Ross to stay very close when he spotted me ,I imagined myself getting crushed by the weight before the lifts etc...Now I'm like a kamikaze,nothing can stop me from putting crazy amount of weight on the bar.I take more risk but I finish every workout beeing proud of me,knowing that I give my best.